Dance Of Reality / by grace mcgrade

Once upon a time, we belonged to a conscious electromagnetic field which for the purpose of simplicity,  we will name “Unity”. Unity was pure energy, formless and blissful. It was an all-knowing, all-encompassing, field of information. In this state of Unity, we knew God and we knew truth. Unity acted as a formless quantum field of Pure Awareness and Pure Love. But- it was a bit bored. Unity  yearned to experience form, to generate story and experience the varied wonders of physicality on the earth plane. In order for Unity to create Matter, and for the purpose of self expression, Unity would have to split apart. Specifically, into two. So, in a singular moment of imagination, we divided into two parts, consciousness and consciousness. Form and Formlessness. Thought and Feeling. Electrons and Nuetrons. The Masculine and Feminine.

The Feminine part, was feeling based, containing the ideas and dream elements of creation. It was an unconscious a numinous field of emotions, dreams and ideas. This was the vast subconscious from which all ideas sprouted. The part that was Masculine, constructed form out of these subconscious ideas, and developed linear thought-  enacting the feminine’s imagination by building physical things in reality. It constructed identity, ego and the concept of self. 

In order to construct this  holographic world, the two had to split apart. The rupture from Unity, formed between the Masculine and Feminine, resulted in the creation of everything in our known universe. After the invention of the holographic world of Earth,  Consciousness could construct personality, stories, and adventures. It could play with identity, and stimulate the senses. It could act out virtually every set of experiences it was capable of dreaming up. 

As an intuitive Mother, the Feminine knew that there was a part of herself departing. She longed for the familiar feeling of belonging to Unity. She remembered Oneness, and when the Masculine aspect of her left, she felt a part of her wholeness slip into amnesia. She felt abandoned, betrayed and neglected.  She was traumatized by this split, but also the only one who remembered it occurring at all.  This created the “Mother Wound”, a wound that would be passed down generation to generation, and when properly felt, revealed the virtual remembrance and truth of Unity. 

The Masculine Energy had barely any recall of his experience of Unity. Why would he? It was his job to experience separation, to strive towards physicality and construct form on the World's Stage. He was driven by the urge to explore his surroundings, to establish identity on the earth plane. His purpose was to separate, so he could make the feminines imagination, physical. His was the compulsion to construct character, ego and tangible matter. 

The Feminine principle began to long for Union, and decided, through her powers of immaculate seduction- she would attract and draw the Masculine back to her. This created intercourse, or the exchange of these two energies. When these energies momentarily melded back together, the Masculine was scared of the intensity of the Feminine. He was reminded of the space before creation. He started to recall the bliss of Unity. But if he was in Unity, he would have no identity, no ego, no form. It reminded him of both death and birth. 

She could feel his panic- and predicted that he would leave her again, and as she had never mourned the initial divide, it emanated in her core. Unaware of her own power, she manifested JUST THAT. So the Masculine left again, out of fear of Unifying, and the cycle repeated. They had break-ups and make-ups, expressed through many different forms, over centuries. 

It was the dance of duals, not just the battle between sexes. It was the story of the colonizers and the colonized, the oppressors and the oppressed. Every possible expression of polarity was played out on the earth stage: narcissists vs empaths, black vs white, carnivores vs vegans, police vs protestors for peace, republicans vs democrats. Each pole, unconsciously playing out the origin pain, performing a part of psychic disparity. 

They spent 25,000 years asleep, and 25,000 years awake. Equal eons of complete awareness, and then of barbaric amnesia. They repeated the cycle over and over again. 

Eventually, the time arose, when these two energies remembered that they were unconsciously working in perfect unison. They mirrored each other, worked in tandem as two opposites. Each polarity evolved, the Masculine, inventing more complex forms and identies, technology and architecture. the Feminine began experiencing increased octaves of emotionality and imagination. They spent 25,000 years asleep- and then 25,000 in complete awareness, restored to loving unity. Their love affair was repeated  many times over.

During the last cycle of remembrance and unity, universal energy ran through this planet in ultraviolet freeways, dancing above and below the earth in sacred unison. These meridians were like crystalline waters, intertwining in geometric perfection. Congregating on mounds and neolithic sites, configuring perfect patterns. Beings plunged into these stargates, aware it was an extension of them, connecting them to the body below and the soul triad above. Our governance was overseen by Spiritual royalty, servants of the truth, who understood that reality was a configuration of masculine and feminine energy. A compilation of two duals, dancing, fragmenting, yearning to restore divine union. It was a paradise, referred to in myths of the Garden of Eden , Atlantis, Hyperborea, and Tara. A time when thought was actualized in real time, when entire kingdoms were built in the blink of an eye. 



The leaders at this time came from a bloodline of seers, and as such, knew that an era approached in which humanity would forget it's origins. They anticipated an eon of amnesia in which humanity would begin to act out separation .  So they stored their wisdom in the meridians of the earth, in sacred sites, which acted as a virtual library. They hoped that one day, these power points would serve as a memory, to be accessed by anyone who sought truth. 


Consequently, after the fall of consciousness, these power points were inverted with bloodshed and dark ritual, and the earth took on the pain and grief of forgetfulness. Gaia was forced to act as a messenger slave, impressing knowledge of gruesome acts enacted on her surface through the entirety of the planet. There was too much for her to carry and transmute, so the incarnate humans were forced to reenact stories of division between the masculine and feminine for centuries. These were the stories of war, the colonized and the colonizers, the slaughter of prophets, and the grief of separation from God. 


Once stargates of divine forces, these energetic centers became worm-holes. Entry points for interdimensional parasites that used earth as a farm of heartache. Every religious and political institution became inverted, distorting the natural flow of energy due to unconscious rituals. 

These rituals were used to further the collective into mass amnesia and prolong the process of waking back up. and incite even more separation between the two masculine and feminine duals of reality. The dark lunar feminine replaced the solar feminine, seeking to manipulate the masculine. The solar masculine was weakened, and distorted, forced to abandon organic timelines for artificial ones. As the Masculine got more technologically advanced, he aimed for world domination and the militarization of society. 


Imbalances and reversals in the masculine polarity lead to the expression of more forms of violence, especially towards females, competitors and during sexual conquests. This violent mutation served to shut down the inner female aspects and spiritual principles such as the heart complex, stunting emotional development, higher sensory perception and intuition.


The Feminine got more forgetful. She blamed him for the state of the world, without realizing that he was acting out her pain.This made some males highly susceptible to the inner emotional sensations building into aggravated impulses- manifesting as violent mutations and emotional body distortions.To become a fully conscious human, a soul realized being, the masculine and feminine aspects must be addressed. The inner masculine aspect must be willing to clear and heal the emotional aspects of your being. For this purpose, you must be able to contact and communicate directly with your soul, the higher self and then potentially recognize the inner female aspect. Using drugs as the short cut to release or to escape feeling deep or painful emotions, repressing or denying emotions, fearing the discomfort of feeling emotions will not support or promote authentic emotional healing. This actually generates more buildup of aberrant and chaotic emotional residue and miasmatic debris in the lower emotional centers and sacral area.



Now is the dawn of such a time, where we graduate out of the ancient amnesia, and step into rememberance. As you read this, mass coronial ejections are billowing through the ether, causing satellite outages and burning up the past with a hungered velocity. They are breaking down the heavy metals in our body, shaking us awake. This is the dawn of an eon of awakening, a bridge into total recollection of humanities hidden history. You are a Volunteer soul, who has  flocked to earth, eager to rectify it's body, and participate in the party of Awakening. As Earth's magnetic poles prepare to shift, and the true feminine principle ignites within the human race. As beings began to notice the synchronicity between their inner and outer state, they remember the union of the Masculine and Feminine. The dance of reality.